Lately, I often wonder, as I would like to find love. And every time the answer is unequivocally "NO."
That's what I want to stay forever a loner. I'm not afraid of pain, it is my conscious choice. I decided once and for all that, even if once I like a guy or girl, I just run away from this person. Maybe that's silly, but I don't care.
Left alone with my thoughts, I begin to understand more my insignificance and vulnerability.
I'm nobody. I'm just a pathetic toy, a puppet in the hands of fate. Having the love of many dear to me people, I'm lonely and forgotten...
That's what I want to stay forever a loner. I'm not afraid of pain, it is my conscious choice. I decided once and for all that, even if once I like a guy or girl, I just run away from this person. Maybe that's silly, but I don't care.
Left alone with my thoughts, I begin to understand more my insignificance and vulnerability.
I'm nobody. I'm just a pathetic toy, a puppet in the hands of fate. Having the love of many dear to me people, I'm lonely and forgotten...
Maybe I'm wrong,but I think that person who says that he/she likes to be alone isn't honest! He/she can be afraid of being hurted by someone or relations with other people are very difficult for him/her that it's much easier to be alone!
ОтветитьУдалитьMary, I agree with you only partially. But I'm just tired of losing the person to whom attached. I'm tired of being dependent on those delicate feelings. I'm not afraid of treachery and betrayal. I let the person go, if he/she finds someone better. I'm not holding anyone by force. Everyone has the right to freedom. When I'm alone, it's easier to leave and not to harm dear to me people.
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