While looking up at the sky, I wipe away my tears... My feelings for you moved my heart. I was still believing in the promise, that we made just before goodbye. 

Upon a glidding star I entrusted my wish: "Please, be safe." 

The dust trail I found believing in miracles... That shining way of gold that opened up our future, even if I almost lost to utter despair, you would come back for me... You know, that I believed...and waited... 
But you left me here alone... You tried to break me in this way...You think that I hate you, but I want to thank you. Thanks to you I became stronger and now I see the world as it is without a drop of doubt and deception... You made ​​me a steel lady, who wears a mask in public.

Rain washes away all really sad, and it becomes so easy to exist.
Heavy drops of cleverly hidden sadness and even for a moment I want to feel carefree riser in order to eat the forbidden fruit of heaven, and then I can fall in the abyss. Before my eyes there is an endless gray skies.
I should only take a step forward for touching the clouds of dark silk. And then there will be be...will be no pain ..
I smile. As the Mad Hatter in the story about Alice.
For some reason I find it funny. Chuckles with hints of madness breaks dimensional ceasing roar of rain.
"Won't be hurt..."
In the hand I clench the only being, who knows all my secrets.
It kept my childhood dream... my angel... an image of who gave me the meaning of existence.
But today everything has changed... and there's nothing more that can make live again...
Water welcomes me into its arms, comforting as a loving mother.
Fine pearly air bubbles are drawn to the surface of the thread, and I'm so happy now...

What does loneliness mean for me? This is a thought. When your whole life goes by without a word. Inside you, like a small world, where there is no entry to outsiders. You build carefully a wall around this world, but once it happens...

Lately, I often wonder, as I would like to find love. And every time the answer is unequivocally "NO."
That's what I want to stay forever a loner. I'm not afraid of pain, it is my conscious choice. I decided once and for all that, even if once I like a guy or girl, I just run away from this person. Maybe that's silly, but I don't care.
Left alone with my thoughts, I begin to understand more my insignificance and vulnerability.
I'm nobody. I'm just a pathetic toy, a puppet in the hands of fate. Having the love of many dear to me people, I'm lonely and forgotten...